okay so I have this weird thing that I start hating my pfp and start cringing
about it after a while for no real reason
it has nothing to do with the design or something but for me my pfp is
a part of my online identity and sometimes after a while I start seeing
something that doesn't represent me in it
I guess this started like 4-5 years ago when I said some stupid stuff in a friend group
which basically ruined one of my friendships, anyway, every time I see the
pfp that I had at the time I just start cringing and feeling anxious,
looking back I see this awful monster in that pfp
I'm probably not the only one that does this
(I mean the changing pfp part, not the ruining friendships part)
hey new y- I mean hey there, it's been a while, I mean it's always the same with me,,, I
get distracted easily okay
what, what do you do with bad takes??
should I be scared?
I had the recent news of lil nas x on my mind for a bit so I just want to write out my
thoughts:
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I think it's clear that humans aren't made for this level of fame
this also isn't the first time he had done stuff like this, he already made some
unusual videos in the past
I do NOT believe this is a stunt,,, why do people assume that just because it's
lil nas x that it is a stunt, in the mean time he has released stuff without stunts, I
don't think he would fake a breakdown just to release an album a week later
I
get why you want to make that conclusion but please be respectful, I really hope he
gets better,,,
this post is hypocritical, I’m adding an opinion to something that no one should
really have an opinion on
it's not fair to have very small detail of your life
on display,,
yes april, every one of those suck,,, give me a weird al parody or polka version of
their song and then its okay,
I have bad takes okay,,
uhh I have a confession to make,,, I HATE music that didn't come out in the
last 25 years,,, expect for weird al,,, so that means that if I hear the original
song I think 'oh its that one weird al song but the lyrics are wrong',, I'm
sorry
I feel like nathan fielder in the rehearsal, so for a up coming job
interview I'm noting down every possible question in french they can ask including every
variations of the questions and possible follow-up questions,,, there is also a
psychological test I wonder IF I WILL PASS THAT??
it's the first time I don't feel really worried in life, I always worry about either my
social life or my career but I think I'm slowly starting to figure both
of those out
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1: it's been super long since I've ever been in a friend group and now
I can finally say that I'm back in a group where I can be myself and not have
any worries about if I say something wrong or stupid
2: I have a genuine shot at my dream job very soon, after all of the fear
about myself and my education the fear is finally starting to settle, I
really hope I get this job
youtube just recommended me a AI song, I hate it, you know me better than this
update on the taskwarrior thingy: I made it sync with my pc, laptop and phone and also
made a little dashboard for it :3
3 different people have already asked me if I am autistic, what does this mean
I've been trying out taskwarrior and omg it is so fun to complete task with that, it
scratches a wound that I didn't even know I had
to start off this new page I would like to share a little story that happened last week:
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in the busier seasons I get to see at least 150 different passengers on the train in
my zone on one trip (with 500~ in total on the train), some of these people I
get to know a little, thanks to the fact I spend at least 16 hours with them
there was this couple on the train that recognized me from another journey they did
and then they started to talk about how happy they were to see me again and that the
small attention to detail really matter, they said that my friendlies really made a
difference for their trip. that was the nicest compliment I have gotten in my career
so far! at the end of the conversation they asked for 2 paper cups, I said
'no problem I'll get them in a bit', I go check in the other passengers, and
then a couple minutes later I end my shift because my work was done, then I leave the
train,,, now 5 minutes after the train has left I REMEMBER
I STILL HAD TO BRING THOSE CUPS, the lady was so sweet to me AND THEN I
FORGET SOMETHING SO SIMPLE, FUCK ME
but it's nice to hear that those small details DO get recognized, and hearing
this after having one of the less enjoyable Interactions at work makes it all so much
worth it