status
  • working on:
  • improving my french and trying to be social
  • listening to:
  • whatever I'm into at the moment
  • playing:
  • uhhh, I just play whatever my friends play
tag filters
@wintrmoon

okay so I have this weird thing that I start hating my pfp and start cringing about it after a while for no real reason

it has nothing to do with the design or something but for me my pfp is a part of my online identity and sometimes after a while I start seeing something that doesn't represent me in it

I guess this started like 4-5 years ago when I said some stupid stuff in a friend group which basically ruined one of my friendships, anyway, every time I see the pfp that I had at the time I just start cringing and feeling anxious, looking back I see this awful monster in that pfp

I'm probably not the only one that does this (I mean the changing pfp part, not the ruining friendships part)

#yap#online
@wintrmoon

hey new y- I mean hey there, it's been a while, I mean it's always the same with me,,, I get distracted easily okay

#yap
@wintrmoon

what, what do you do with bad takes??
should I be scared?

#silly#drama#april is going to kill me
@wintrmoon

I had the recent news of lil nas x on my mind for a bit so I just want to write out my thoughts:

read more

I think it's clear that humans aren't made for this level of fame
this also isn't the first time he had done stuff like this, he already made some unusual videos in the past

I do NOT believe this is a stunt,,, why do people assume that just because it's lil nas x that it is a stunt, in the mean time he has released stuff without stunts, I don't think he would fake a breakdown just to release an album a week later
I get why you want to make that conclusion but please be respectful, I really hope he gets better,,,

this post is hypocritical, I’m adding an opinion to something that no one should really have an opinion on
it's not fair to have very small detail of your life on display,,

@wintrmoon

yes april, every one of those suck,,, give me a weird al parody or polka version of their song and then its okay,
I have bad takes okay,,

#silly#drama#hi april,,,, uhh I just wanted to say hi
@wintrmoon

uhh I have a confession to make,,, I HATE music that didn't come out in the last 25 years,,, expect for weird al,,, so that means that if I hear the original song I think 'oh its that one weird al song but the lyrics are wrong',, I'm sorry

#silly
@wintrmoon

I feel like nathan fielder in the rehearsal, so for a up coming job interview I'm noting down every possible question in french they can ask including every variations of the questions and possible follow-up questions,,, there is also a psychological test I wonder IF I WILL PASS THAT??

#irl #yap#silly
@wintrmoon

it's the first time I don't feel really worried in life, I always worry about either my social life or my career but I think I'm slowly starting to figure both of those out

read more

1: it's been super long since I've ever been in a friend group and now I can finally say that I'm back in a group where I can be myself and not have any worries about if I say something wrong or stupid
2: I have a genuine shot at my dream job very soon, after all of the fear about myself and my education the fear is finally starting to settle, I really hope I get this job

#online#irl#yap
@wintrmoon

youtube just recommended me a AI song, I hate it, you know me better than this

#yap
@wintrmoon

update on the taskwarrior thingy: I made it sync with my pc, laptop and phone and also made a little dashboard for it :3

my taskwarrior dashboard
#online #yap
@wintrmoon

3 different people have already asked me if I am autistic, what does this mean

#yap
@wintrmoon

I've been trying out taskwarrior and omg it is so fun to complete task with that, it scratches a wound that I didn't even know I had

#online #yap
@wintrmoon

to start off this new page I would like to share a little story that happened last week:

read more

in the busier seasons I get to see at least 150 different passengers on the train in my zone on one trip (with 500~ in total on the train), some of these people I get to know a little, thanks to the fact I spend at least 16 hours with them

there was this couple on the train that recognized me from another journey they did and then they started to talk about how happy they were to see me again and that the small attention to detail really matter, they said that my friendlies really made a difference for their trip. that was the nicest compliment I have gotten in my career so far! at the end of the conversation they asked for 2 paper cups, I said 'no problem I'll get them in a bit', I go check in the other passengers, and then a couple minutes later I end my shift because my work was done, then I leave the train,,, now 5 minutes after the train has left I REMEMBER I STILL HAD TO BRING THOSE CUPS, the lady was so sweet to me AND THEN I FORGET SOMETHING SO SIMPLE, FUCK ME

but it's nice to hear that those small details DO get recognized, and hearing this after having one of the less enjoyable Interactions at work makes it all so much worth it

#irl #yap